So, as if christmas isn’t shit enough as it is. I’ve done write a lil tune for it. Christmas number 1 guys!

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The frost bites at my fingers,

and I can hardly lift the spoon,

we can no longer afford the heating,

so the cold takes our feelings,

but the  cups we drink from,

still seem half full,

we’re just fooling ourselves,

out of fear of spending winter alone.

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And if you ask me,

will we surrive till the new year,

well I don’t have the heart,

to confirm your fear,

and though this christmas,

may well be our first,

it’ll be,

our last as well.

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So we walk hand in hand,

through the snow so neither of us’ll slip,

and fall in love all over again,

saving us the pain of loves last hit,

I hold you close at night,

But it’s never close enough,

To rid the cold,

That lies between us.

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And if you ask me,

will we surrive till the new year,

well I don’t have the heart,

to confirm your fear,

and though this christmas,

may well be our first,

it’ll be,

our last as well.

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So if you want to break my heart this christmas,

go right ahead,

because the thoughts of being alone,

can’t be worse than in my head,

and the presents that lay,

under that tree,

just remind me,

of the pressence I miss.

I know there’s good in you,

If you’d just open up your heart,

and let some peace wash in,

to take away your sin,

because even hearts can heal,

under the thickest skin,

just  be happy in your head,

and let some people in.

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But I cannot open,

that which is not there,

because my heart is broken,

and i can’t find repair,

you took my laughter,

and left me with dispair,

and i am so empty,

it’s like I’m not there.

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I should have know,

that a lie is always wrong,

but I forgot all this,

koz my heart is gone so long,

and I havn’t felt love,

since I met you,

and I just slipped,

and my love it fell through.

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It’s like a black hole,

inside my mind,

It’s tearing up my soul,

there’s no words I can find,

to describe this feeling,

of nothing,

I felt my life collapse,

because you were my ceiling.

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I should have know,

that a lie is always wrong,

but I forgot all this,

koz my heart is gone so long,

and I havn’t felt love,

since I met you,

and I just slipped,

and my love it fell through.

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I think it’s better,

if we’re on our own,

then theres no one to hurt,

no wounds deeper than bone,

but I know,

that i’ll come crawling,

on bloodied knees,

back through your door,

and beg for you,

to heal my broken soul,

to stich it up,

with a peice of your own.

Here I stand,

Heart on my sleeve,

a dirty stain,

from the night before,

I have loved,

and i have lost,

But I will never,

be happy without you.

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Time elapsed,

I crave your charm,

Time is gone,

Forever,

There’s nothing left,

For me to do,

But sit around,

and wait for you.

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So now we laugh,

at those stupid,

That i’d say,

and I’d do,

those mistakes,

ment so much,

now they fade,

when I say I love you

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Time elapsed,

I crave your charm,

Time is gone,

Forever,

There’s nothing left,

For me to do,

But sit around,

and wait for you.

Seems like this time things will change,

Just not for the better,

Oh yeah I agree I feel the same,

I know you understand my pain„

Yeah we’re both pretty messed up,

I agree we should take some time apart,

But just coz I say I agree,

doesn’t mean you didn’t break my heart,

So stop sayin thing havn’t changed,

You just don’t feel the same,

I find it hard to believe,

you can just fall in and out of love again.

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Stop sayin things have changed,

Koz I still feel the same,

I know things would get better,

If only you let em,

I know your loves been abused,

And now you feel all dried up and used,

That’s not us,

Thats just life.

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“You’re miserable with me”,

I find that hard to believe,

“no, you are,

You just dont see it yet”,

well if this is what misery feels like,

id rather be miserable with you,

than be happy,

With anybody else,

See I saw what was growing inside you,

yeah I loved it too,

And though it broke us,to do what we had to do,

I thought we’d surrive it,

I thought we’d pull through,

not this time,

no not this time.

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Stop sayin things have changed,

Koz I still feel the same,

I know things would get better,

If only you let em,

I know your loves been abused,

And now you feel all dried up and used,

That’s not us,

Thats just life.

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It should just be me and you,

no one else’s love will do,

there isn’t anything we couldn’t do,

as long as we’re together,

Stop sayin you’re confused,

you just need time to think things through,

You’re suposed to love me,

The way that I love you